K与Opus

星期日, 一月 30, 2005

A “Real” Dream

沉在睡梦里,或者梦的梦里,或者梦的梦的梦里(呵呵,就现罗列到此),反而真实的难以不让自己相信。

梦到了南开,是刚过完暑假回校的第一天清晨。 躺在床铺上懒得起来,窗外是锅炉房隐隐约约的冒着白气的排气扇的声音,走廊里是early birds在水房的叮叮当当的脸盆口杯和哗哗的水声。天还只是朦朦的亮。然后突然想到应该早起去买so precious and delicious的煎饼果子,要知道等到天大亮就没得这个口福了!于是在被窝里开始了折磨了四年的典型的思想斗争:起来,不起来,起来,不起来… 这次还是意志取胜,眯了眼睛起来,发现梓德翻了个身咂摸几声又趴着睡过去;国平兄已经穿戴完毕,顶了冲冠的头发敲着饭碗要做early birds。我说同去同去,顺便借些饭菜票,昨天刚到,还没来得及去换呢!

然而象所有的美梦,在吃到香喷喷的煎饼果子之前,梦的天花板就象漏了 雨,意识seep进来,我在哪里?我醒了吗?我是睡着还是站着?象是一束极细但勿庸置 疑的光束射进来,隐约的知道我昨天去看了房子,洗了车,等等;好象发生过但是如此remote,我当然还是在南开的宿舍里准备去吃早饭!

梦的天花板最后当然还是塌陷了,留下一个难以置信的impression。

星期三, 一月 26, 2005

"Let It Snow"

纵使在New England摸爬滚打了五个冬天,今天上班还是遭遇了惊心动魄两个小时。这次的大雪虽然比前两天的小些,但是因为气温低,路上的雪就算撒了盐巴也难化,所以实际上更危险,平时开车半个小时的路程上午开了两个多小时。车子打滑n多次,包括一次在高速上,吓的俺心跳加速,口舌干燥,呼吸困难,头皮发麻,手脚发凉。。。一路小心翼翼,又打滑n多次后终于开到公司,在车库里找了个车位泊下,开了车门出来还心有余悸。。。

到了自己的cube,一屁股坐下,NND,今天不干活了,立刻上网查雪胎,上tirerack一查,我分特,发现俺的坐骑的马蹄子本来就不行,再加上开了两年多,胎纹变浅,在雪里开简直就是坐雪橇嘛!

星期一, 一月 24, 2005

Space Odyssey

  多年后重读这段还是觉得值得再抄一遍。  
  “
  At first, needing the companionship of the human voice, he had listened to classical plays especially the works of Shaw, Ibsen, and Shakespeare or poetry readings from Discovery's enormous library of recorded sounds. The problems they dealt with, however, seemed so remote, or so easily resolved with a little common sense, that after a while he lost patience with them. So he switched to opera usually in Italian or German, so that he was not distracted even by the minimal intellectual content that most operas contained. This phase lasted for two weeks before he realized that the sound of all these superbly trained voices was only exacerbating his loneliness. But what finally ended this cycle was Verdi's Requiem Mass, which he had never heard performed on Earth. The "Dies Irae," roaring with ominous appropriateness through the empty ship, left him completely shattered; and when the trumpets of Doomsday echoed from the heavens, he could endure no more.
  Thereafter, he played only instrumental music. He started with the romantic composers, but shed them one by one as their emotional outpourings became too oppressive. Sibelius, Tchaikovsky, Berlioz, lasted a few weeks, Beethoven rather longer. He finally found peace, as so many others had done, in the abstract architecture of Bach, occasionally ornamented with Mozart.  
  ”

Space Odyssey

今天的新闻,Huygens探测器已经降落到Titan - 土星的第十四颗卫星,并在下午传回了最初的几幅照片。Titan是太阳系里仅有的几颗有致密大气的星球之一,human being想在universe里找朋友,当然要去那里拜访一下。巧的是我刚好在补看Arthur Clark的Space Odyssey,不过是载人的朝土星的探险。看来人的想象力永远是长了翅膀,飞在现实的前面。

The Saturn

The Ring

Surface of Titan

看这些照片常让偶感觉象个小孩子头一遭探头探脑看邻居门里有啥东东似的,just curious。

星期二, 一月 18, 2005

Peanut Butter and Jelly

前几天组里几个聊起吃的话题,聊着聊着就聊到“Peanut Butter and Jelly”,顿见人人脸上放光,像是八戒想起了人参果。偶孤陋寡闻,不知道这鼎鼎大名的Peanut Butter and Jelly是几乎每个美国人小时候的典型午餐。每天早上老妈把这种夹层面包放到一个个卡通的小书包里,中午在学校和着一杯冷牛奶就是“香浓美味”的Peanut Butter and Jelly!
于是老板就计划一个怀旧午餐,三十来人慕名参加。午餐上偶就依样画葫芦,一片面包上涂花生酱,再涂果酱,另一片面包上涂粘粘的fluff,一种白白的有点象棉花糖的东东,然后吧唧一声双手合十,就是它了!这又甜又粘的夹心面包他们吃着嘻嘻哈哈怀旧,我吃着一边是新鲜,一边想怪不得老美那么胖!